Now I know this is where I am supposed to say that my day job, which is taking care of kids 24/7, cleaning, cooking, playing maid, playing doctor, building mud castles, playing cars, building skyscrapers out of blocks... and much much more....is the most exciting thing that I would want to be doing. I want to say that my passion is catering to three little people around the clock usually on very little rest...BUT...
I love my kids very much. They are what keeps me going. Without them I probably wouldn't be here with the track I was on. I've been out of work for three years now and sitting in a house all day with the three of them...ages 9, 5, and 1, is absolutely getting to me. I'm hoping it's an age thing because my kids seem to have forgotten what respect is along with many other things.
Sadly at this point, I am so dead inside that I'm not even sure what my passion is anymore. I used to have so many dreams and goals and slowly...POOF. So now I am trying to re-kindle that passion. I know I have the talents and smarts...but where do I start? What do I do?
I always wanted to be a cop but im epileptic so that wasn't in my cards unfortunately. So should I just give up on it all? Sit here day in and day out and hope something great is thrown in my lap? YA like that's going to happen. I need a goal... even if it's a small one to start off with. Something that will make everyone proud. Because if you aren't moving forward...You are moving backward!!
But how does one fine the passion that they once had?
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